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 Dear God, May all the tears I cry, and all the tears I have not cried but hold within, pour forth into Your hands. Please take each painful thought and unhealed wound, and send angels here to me. I long for peace. Amen. The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever..  
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a lost fren, a lil something said.... well... tonight, on my way home, i met John... my fren from IMH.... got to know him in 2002, during my attachment at the hosp... even went out on a date for my birthday once.... tat was the only one time i went out wif him... i knew he liked me and i guess he still does... cos he lighted up on seeing me just now... oh well... he told me he liked me once but i gave him a sad reply.... i told him i only liked him as a fren... haiz.... bad me eh.... didn't stay in contact after dat.... otherwise, he'd call me every 2 days to talk.... but anyway. it was nice to see him again.... he looks different.... he said i looked different too... tat i looked more pretty now.... hahah.... oh well... he's going back to philippines btw... for a month.... den he'll be back to work again... he's currently working in AMKCH.... cool... near me... but sadly, he's engaged.... he told me tat.... jus recently only too... last month... so he's going back there to spend time wif her... his mom fixed him up... cos he can't seem to look for one given his schedule haha.... so ya.... i wished him the best and may he be happy..... den he said... "i mite come back for u" and i was like "huh? y? wanna give me a cool souvenir from philli isit?" den he answered... "i mite come back wif a proposal...." and i jus luffed.... den he said... "jus kidding..." but he looked sad.... oh well... wadeva.... den we jus said our gdbyes.... cos my bus was here... so tat was all... kinda surprising eh... nvr tot i'd see him again... hee... anyway, now tat he's engaged, i wish him the very best and may he remain happy wif the person he loves and who loves him.... hee... wee woo wee woo wahhhhhh hmm wads wif the title..?? hmm hmm... oh well... work was okie... everything ok... hmmm but something terrible happened... after my second break, dinner break tat is... an emergency occurred.... patient collapsed... so had to do cpr.... 2 team docs, 1 sn and myself.... so i did the compressions... my sn pumped the air... den suddenly, i felt a sharp prick down my back.... i tot it was prob my ache... so i ignored.... den i felt numb.... and arter a while, the doc said sorry to me.... den i realised tat he accidently pricked me wif the needle.... down my spine somemore.... lucky it was nothing... jus a lil numbness... haiz.... doc doc.... den alas.... pt didn't make it... pt did the first time.... but was unstable and den doc called for dnr... after a while, pt collapsed again.... so jus monitored ecg... not straight line yet but pt had no pulse and heartbeat... so called for time of death and den it was packing time.... oh well.... kinda tired but not slpy.... need to put my doggy massager on me.... hee relaxing time... swell.... a surprise from my dear.... hee so sweet.... wee hmmm nvr did i expect a surprise from my dear tonight... he did msg me asking wad time i'll end and if i'm going home after tat.... but it didn't occur to me tat he'll come by to fetch me home... so i walked out of the ward and something kept telling me to look ard... as if i was looking for something.... so i looked but nothing so far.... all the way from the hosp lobby to the mrt.... den since there was a wall at the lift there, i looked.... den there he was... standing... i was shocked.... den i smiled.... i was so happy tat i almost jumped for joy and ran toward him... hee.... we went for dinner at LJS... after tat, he sent me home.... so sweet.... so happy... tanx dear.... for tonight.... short and sweet but all the while lovely and memorable.... tanx so much sweetie.... hee...
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