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 Dear God, May all the tears I cry, and all the tears I have not cried but hold within, pour forth into Your hands. Please take each painful thought and unhealed wound, and send angels here to me. I long for peace. Amen. The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever..  
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things i have to get for myself.... when the tym comes... hmm... there are things tat i have to get sooner or later... things tat i need first.... things tat i need later, i'll stall the idea till i feel tat its time to get them.... haha... funny eh....!!!! oh well, anyway.... 1) first things first :: lingerie (seems tat i need more in my dresser drawer haha) clothes (really need to get clothes, pants and dresses esp) an MP3 playa (my current discman ain't functioning well hehe) gym wear (either check out the gym at ttsh or go to my regular) 2) and now for wad i need later :: a new hp (preferably a panasonic X66/70) a cool sports watch (maybe a baby-G or adidas) a new bikini (a simple one probably, not too sexy) colored lenses (tat would be grey or lite brown) hehe.... so wad u tink?? materialistic?? hmmm its just my everyday thing ya noe... its things i need on a d2d basis.... hee oh well.... hehehe hmm today i went to work as usual in the morning.... kinda slpy but i didn't drag my feet to work.... haha wrong attitude man... so anyway, work went past quickly today... today, i was 2nd AN... so i had to help out both sides.... i am on the male side so i helped out the AN on the female side when she's busy.... today, i made no trips to anywhere, cos its a saturday.... haha.... so i was doing changes and para today... but the best part of the day was towards 2pm, when i had to help a pt in the female toilet to do a manual defecation/stooling.... so i donned my gloves, two gloves on each side.... and den i told her wad i'll be doing and i just sticked my finger in and took out the hard stools... my, was it bloody.... hee.... i had fun doing it tho.... hehe... but i'm happy tat she's now in no pain... after i took out manually, i felt more towards the back but i couldn't take it out so i told her if she felt more coming out, and she said yes.... so i stayed wif her awhile to see if she's still not able to bring it out.... but she could so i left her and she said thanx and i went out smiling.... hee.... another great day at work.... oh well....
so damn tiring.... as u can see, the heading says it all... today is really tiring.... but den, yesterday was even tiring.... cos i was on the afternoon shift yesterday, and today, i'm on morning... yesterday we had admissions and we had many dependent pts on the male side... so i was put to do the nite changes for all pts... so i was rather tired too... den i couldn't get to slp... went to bed at 1am and i woke up now and den at 3am i woke up, den i woke up again ard 430am....(dear called at ard 445am about his hammie...hugs) so u see the hours i slpt.... but den, i was amazed cos i felt fresh..... a bit slpy but i could manage... den today, i was the only AN on duty.... plus we had 2 HCAs.... so i was running about here and there... fetch from OT, from Endo..... basically, i did 5 trips.... guess in a positive way, i can lose wt.... hahaha.... also, i met a few of my frens today.... we bumped into each other in OT and in the lift... hee... anyway, i was supposed to go for a talk today from 3-5pm.... but didn't go cos the staff said no need... so i came home.... and i was tired.... from walking so much.... i didn't really have my full break too... being the only AN..... oh well.... anyway, today may be tiring, but i learnt alot too... and i must say tat today is also fun... tho tiring it may be... hehe... oh well.... i feel fresh now after a 3-hr slp.... slpt after my bath.... nice.... hee.... oh well...
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