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 Dear God, May all the tears I cry, and all the tears I have not cried but hold within, pour forth into Your hands. Please take each painful thought and unhealed wound, and send angels here to me. I long for peace. Amen. The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever..  
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a great day once again...... well well well...... today is singapore's Idol auditions.... i signed up for it but i backed out of it.... kinda got the cold feet hehe..... oh well.... anyway, i went to the blood bank today.... of cos to donate blood.... hee... hmmm i went wif dear E... it was sweet... at the bank, we were called separately.... he went for the check first.... but he finished lata den me... i went in second but did my checks and blood test quick.... he came only after my test was done... hehe..... but i had to wait for my turn for donation anyway..... so when he was done, we sat together while waiting for our names to be called..... i went in first..... he got called in lata.... and we were in front of each other hehe.... making faces and luffing at each other.... the nurses there were frenly.... those who came to me talked and luffed wif me.... one even wanted to put us side by side.... but too late.... we were already in the process.... hehe his was slow.... guess he has not much blood.... has to be pumped out more.... hehe.... anyway, after we were done, the nurse said tat mine was a fast process... only took 5mins 43secs.... wow... tats fast.... she even said tat its cos i'm young and active tats y fast... tats cool.... hee so after tat, we went to city hall for lunch.... we had BK again.... was kinda hungry so it was a first time tat i finished my meal... hehe.... we even had the caramello pie... nice and creamy.... hee... we shared it... den we had fun playing wif the cream.... as he was feeding me and playing, i scooped up some cream on my finger and dabbed some under his chin... he didn't know tat i did it... hehe... so cute... it was only wen i told him tat he knew.... den he wanted revenge too.... so we were playing in there... so fun... hee.... he even wanted to put the bbq sauce on me... hee but didn't... hehe.... fun it was... hmmm den as we were going off, i returned the tray and took some cream again.... den as we headed out, i waited till he was going into the toilet before putting some cream onto his cheek... hee... sorry dear... hee... hmmm so cute... den lata he came out and put something onto my face and den went back to the toilet.... hehe it was the cream tat i put on him... hehe.... so anyway, we now headed to woodlands library.... i wanted to borrow a book... a thriller.... by a certain faye kellerman.... its titled "stalker"..... i heard about her thru the net..... i was surfing for thriller and horror and found the book's review interesting...so they had it in woods lib and i found it... yeye.... hee den dear dear went to another section... and jus as i wanted to borrow, he also was done and passed me a book on drawing cats.... and i simply went gaga over it.... hee so sweet.... so in the end, i borrowed 2 books.... nice... he borrowed 4 books i tink.... on drawing comics and cartoons... hee... cute... so den we headed on to causeway point to sit and have a drink.... so we went to mos burger... there we had drinks and sat at a table and looked into our books.,... did a lil drawing... mine was horrible... couldn't get the cat nicely.... hehe.... he drew some anime... nice... hee... den we headed for home.... he sent me back... wen we reached my destination, yck mrt, outside an ice-cream seller was in business... so we had choc-chip ice-cream wif wafer..... nice... we shared one.... and we walked home.... yummy.... den we headed to the playground near my place and sat there.... he den played wif my hair.... kept on sprinkling his water on my hair.... dripping everywhere... hee... he was having fun.... after he styled my hair, we started playing wif water... i sprinkled some onto his shirt and he did the same.... den i took the bottle and sprinkled some onto his hair.... hee... his shirt wasn't sdpared either... den he took back the bottle, opened the cap and threw a large amount on my shirt.... now i'm wet.... hehe... it was cool.... so fun.... hehe.... i had a really fun day.... hope tat the days tat comes next will be jus as fun.... tanx dear for meeting me up..... also tanx to God for making this day happen.....
missing my dear so much hmmm its days since i last met my dear.... eversince the funeral.... miss him.... even after meeting up today... finally..... i still am missing him.... today was short but i loved every moment spent.... i first went down to the columbarium to get aunt's ashes in the morning.... den after tat went down to the niche to get her new *home*.... its the same block as dear's grandpa.... but diff rooms.... hee.... hmmm anyway, after tat, we went for lunch at a nearby place.... near to uncle's home.... after eating, went to his place for a while to rest.... den i left for dear's home.... gonna rest awhile there.... he's got a nice bed.... a single-sized bed.... nice and comfy... has his smell too.... can fall asleep instantly.... hehe.... wish tat was my bed... den each nite will be sweet dreams and long sleeps for me... hehe.... hmmm anyway, after i rested for about 30mins or so, we left to meet his pal tj for a movie... harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban..... nice catch btw.... hee cool movie... i'd give it a 4/5.... hmmm anyway, his bro was home so i said gdbye b4 going off.... hmmm really missed hugging and holding him.... nice to feel his arms again... tanx dear.... for meeting me today.... short it was but sweet..... hmmm after the movie, dear and tj sent me back... cos they were goin swimming in sch and school is near my place.... so they walked me home.... nice huh... having 2 guys walk u home... hehe... but anyway, i enjoyed my short time today... tho i was slpy nost of the time... really need a long slp... no disturbances.... hmmm anyway, all is fine now..... i'm ok and so is everyone ard me.... today, when i looked into the mirror when i came home, i realised how happy i am.... tat smile on my face.... and i noticed a certain glow tat wasn't present the few days before.... i looked at my reflection and realised tat wad ppl say abt me is true... tat i have a lovely smile.... and tat my smile cld melt hearts.... but i'm not sure bout the latter tho.... hehe... oh well... i'm jus crapping... anyway, kinda dozy now.... hee.... dunno wad else to write.... here's a short prayer: dear Lord, pls look after aunty evon who is now in the safety of Your hands... may she dwell forever in Your house... may she find her peace and be happy... also dear God, i tank U for allowing me to spend wad little time i have wif my dear one.... it was short and sweet and i tank U for allowing it to happen.... finally, i pray tat U give uncle collin and his 3 kids a good rest after all these days.... allow them to open up to U dear Lord.... hear their prayers and heal them.... tank U Lord... Amen... i'm back...... after many days, i'm finally blogging again.... one reason...... my aunt passed away..... on may 29th..... so i spent 4 nites at her wake..... not much slp, not much exercise.... i'm really really tired.... haiz.... rather fast how time flies.... the cremation took place yesterday morning, june 3rd..... it was a heartbreaking moment when they pushed the coffin in.... i was there to witness it.... so were many others.... hmmm... i kinda remembered the times when my grandparents were pushed in too.... simply painful.... but gladly, everyone is moving on fine.... we all accepted her death and are glad tat she's suffering no more.... the day before she was cremated, i had a nap and dreamt tat my aunt is wif my grandparents.... all smiling and happy.... so i am happy tat she's safe now.... dear God, do bless her and keep her safe.... Amen.....
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