hmmm its days since i last met my dear.... eversince the funeral.... miss him.... even after meeting up today... finally..... i still am missing him.... today was short but i loved every moment spent.... i first went down to the columbarium to get aunt's ashes in the morning.... den after tat went down to the niche to get her new *home*.... its the same block as dear's grandpa.... but diff rooms.... hee.... hmmm anyway, after tat, we went for lunch at a nearby place.... near to uncle's home.... after eating, went to his place for a while to rest.... den i left for dear's home.... gonna rest awhile there.... he's got a nice bed.... a single-sized bed.... nice and comfy... has his smell too.... can fall asleep instantly.... hehe.... wish tat was my bed... den each nite will be sweet dreams and long sleeps for me... hehe.... hmmm anyway, after i rested for about 30mins or so, we left to meet his pal tj for a movie... harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban..... nice catch btw.... hee cool movie... i'd give it a 4/5.... hmmm anyway, his bro was home so i said gdbye b4 going off.... hmmm really missed hugging and holding him.... nice to feel his arms again... tanx dear.... for meeting me today.... short it was but sweet..... hmmm after the movie, dear and tj sent me back... cos they were goin swimming in sch and school is near my place.... so they walked me home.... nice huh... having 2 guys walk u home... hehe... but anyway, i enjoyed my short time today... tho i was slpy nost of the time... really need a long slp... no disturbances.... hmmm anyway, all is fine now..... i'm ok and so is everyone ard me....

today, when i looked into the mirror when i came home, i realised how happy i am.... tat smile on my face.... and i noticed a certain glow tat wasn't present the few days before.... i looked at my reflection and realised tat wad ppl say abt me is true... tat i have a lovely smile.... and tat my smile cld melt hearts.... but i'm not sure bout the latter tho.... hehe... oh well... i'm jus crapping... anyway, kinda dozy now.... hee.... dunno wad else to write....

after many days, i'm finally blogging again.... one reason...... my aunt passed away..... on may 29th..... so i spent 4 nites at her wake..... not much slp, not much exercise.... i'm really really tired.... haiz.... rather fast how time flies.... the cremation took place yesterday morning, june 3rd..... it was a heartbreaking moment when they pushed the coffin in.... i was there to witness it.... so were many others.... hmmm... i kinda remembered the times when my grandparents were pushed in too.... simply painful.... but gladly, everyone is moving on fine.... we all accepted her death and are glad tat she's suffering no more.... the day before she was cremated, i had a nap and dreamt tat my aunt is wif my grandparents.... all smiling and happy.... so i am happy tat she's safe now....

dear God, do bless her and keep her safe.... Amen.....

today, i had to go to the hospital for an interview.... so i met up wif my sweetie and together we went to the hospital... we had breakfast first... at BK.... great bf they serve... i even met my lecturer at Han's cafe.... hee... hmmm after breakfast, we went up to see the pet store cos we still had time... so cute hamsters they have... but all not as cute as them i have at home hehe.... hmmm so after tat, we went down to the pharmaceutical to get some stuffs... he bot gel wax and a deod.... hee... nice scent... clear ocean by gatsby i tink... hee...

so anyway, off we went to the hospital for my interview..... there, we sat down for about more than an hour.... lil did i know tat i had to fill up a form again... cos i filled in online u see... so after the hour i was told to fill in... bleahz.... stupid me... hee... oh well... the interview went great tho.... great cos i had the support of my sweetie.... hee.... ntw, the interviewer, had funny hair... his hair stood up at one side.... kinda a lil rascal lookalike.... hehe... my bad....

so after the hospital interview, we went to orch for lunch... ate at KFC..... hmmm yummy.... den while eating, tis guy came by and was waving and smiling at me... i didn't know who he was... wen he came in for a lil chat, it was den tat my head worked and i found him to be my sec sch classmate... he was fat before.... now he looks gorgeous.... hehe.... so aniwae, after tat, we went up to topshop and he tried on some great shirts.... and damn, he looks great.... i kinda like guys in long-sleeved striped shirts.... he was suave.... u look gd dear.... muahzies to ya.... hope ur nite goes well tml.... hee so aniwae, we went on to get some earrings and well, we bot some and i'm still feeling bad here... cos i hurt his ear a lil... ok ok alot.... hee... my bad... it bled too... *feels bad bad bad* aniwae, he den sent me to aunt's place, and went off to meet his pals for a swim... but later i found out tat it was cancelled cos it rained... hugs dear... oh well...